What luv?

does it even exist?
or is it a part of love stories and fairy tales all written to excite hearts n delight. but what does one know what destiny holds. And how hearts yearn to find something so real like the idea of love in ones mind. But, only to see the world and its reality...seems as though theres no such thing.

And if there is...
then whys it not mine. not here beside me. not 2ways. why cant i appreciate what i have. why do my eyes still search n hope...
i will find what will make my life n heart complete and satisfied.