WhAt Da H*LL IS GoiN On W/ Do|_|_Y?

IF you ever cared you would've asked.

I have so much on my mind.

So many things happening in my life. Not very much good. BUt, I dont
liek to show it. I hate to show my real feelings. 3/4 of the time I like to
hold things inside. I try not to think about it.

Today I woke up happy until I read a special persons pm on jb. I felt
really sad and hurt. I think the *special person* misunderstood me. I feel
terrible.

Lately Ive been just laid back. If anything happens...I just let it happen. I
try not to get too involved...I guess IM just scared...

I feel so sad right now...

HONESTLY>>>im not involved with anyone at jb. I dont think of DesI MC
nothing more than a friend. As for Shahrukh...he just messes around and
says that Im there with him sometimes.

Lifes so Weird...

About 2 weeks ago someone told me that IM SeLFISH
I was so hurt...I didnt say a word...and just cried. I knew the person was
right. Although my mom always taught me to think about others and
take care of them. I usually do...but I dont know what had gotten into
me.

I hate holding feelings in until they pile up to the top. Then...people
wonder why I cry. I hardly cry. But when feelings pile up inside...Its hard
not to let the tears out.

* IM SORRY IF I HURT ANYONE*

And Adil...BoRnFLirt....Jaan agar maina kuch galat keh diya tho mujhe maf
kar denay plz



If ThErE no FEars In LIfe...ThErE wouLD Be No TearS