As I sit and think about my life.
I wonder what to do next.
I never thought i would be here alone.
Left to go on without you.
It is more then i can take at times.
Alone with my thoughts.
I get scared when i think.
Did i mess up somewhere?
Did i do enough?
Do you know i love you?
How much i want you here.
If love was enough you would be here.
Nothing can change i must try to go on.
It is hard to understand at times.
How do I cope and go on?
When the light of my life is gone
