I Hate My One Eyed Mother

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I Hate My One Eyed Mother


Assalam O Alaikum All of You

"My Lord! bestow on them (Parents) thy Mercy even as they cherished me in childhood." 17:24



My mom only had one eye. I hated her... she was such an
embarrassment. My mom ran a small shop at a flea market. She collected little weeds and such to sell...anything for the money that we needed, she was such an embarrassment.

There was this one day during elementary school. I remember that it was field day, and my mom came. I was so embarrassed. How could she do this to me? I threw her a hateful look and ran out. The next day at school..."Your mom only has one eye?!" and they taunted me. I wished that my mom would just disappear from this world, so I said to my mom, "Mom, why don't you have the other eye?! You're only going to make me a laughingstock. Why don't you just die?" My mom did not respond.

I guess I felt a little bad, but at the same time, it felt good to think that I had said what I'd wanted to say all this time. Maybe it was because my mom hadn't punished me, but I didn't think that I had hurt her feelings very badly. That night...I woke up, and went to the kitchen to get a glass of water. My mom was crying there, so quietly, as if she was afraid that she might wake me. I took a look at her, and then turned away.

Because of the thing I had said to her earlier, there was something pinching at me in the corner of my heart. Even so, I hated my mother who was crying out of her one eye. So I told myself that I would grow up and become successful, because I hated my one-eyed mom and our desperate poverty. Then I studied really hard. I left my mother and came to Seoul and studied, and got accepted in the Seoul University with all the confidence I had. Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own. Then I had kids, too. Now I'm living happily as a successful man.

I like it here because it's a place that doesn't remind me of my mom. This happiness was getting bigger and bigger, when someone unexpected came to see me "What?! Who's this?!" ...It was my mother...Still with her one eye. It felt as if the whole sky was falling apart on me. My little girl ran away, scared of my mom's eye. And I asked her, "Who are you? I don't know you!!!" as if he trying to make that real. I screamed at her "How dare you come to my house and scare my daughter! GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!" And to this, my mother quietly answered, "oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address," and she disappeared. Thank good ness... she doesn't recognize me. I was quite relieved. I told myself that I wasn't going to care, or think about this for the rest of my life.

Then a wave of relief came upon me...one day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house. I lied to my wife saying that I was going on a business trip. After the reunion, I went down to the old shack, that I used to call a house...just out of curiosity there, I found my mother fallen on the cold ground. But I did not shed a single tear. She had a piece of paper in her hand.... it was a letter to me.


She wrote:


My son...


I think my life has been long enough now. And... I won't visit Seoul
anymore... but would it be too much to ask if I wanted you to come visit
me once in a while? I miss you so much. And I was so glad when I heard
you were coming for the reunion. But I decided not to go to the
school.... For you... I'm sorry that I only have one eye, and I was an
embarrassment for you. You see, when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye. As a mother, I couldn't stand watching
you having to grow up with only one eye... so I gave you mine...I was
so proud of my son that was seeing a whole new world for me, in my
place, with that eye. I was never upset at you for anything you did. The
couple times that you were angry with me. I thought to myself, 'it's
because he loves me.' I miss the times when you were still young around
me.


I miss you so much. I love you. You mean the world to me

My world shattered!!!
Then I cried for the person who lived for me... My MOTHER


A WONDERFUL MOTHER.

GOD made a wonderful mother,
A mother who never grows old;
He made her smile of the sunshine,
And He molded her heart of pure gold;
In her eyes He placed bright shining stars,
In her cheeks, fair roses you see;
God made a wonderful mother,
And He gave that dear mother to me.

Posted 19 Mar 2008

MAA says
wow. what a touching story. Its so sad people are embarassed of their families. I dont understand that mentality, its as if sum ppl are born without a heart.
Posted 19 Mar 2008

such a good storyyyyyyyyyyyy
Posted 20 Mar 2008

i hav read bt
Posted 20 Mar 2008


very touchy story....
Posted 20 Mar 2008

SohniKuddi says
Not many know the importance of their parents, my mum is partially sighted if i could i'd give her my eyes any day. if i could i'd give her my life. Kids disrespect their parents and hurt them. They are only affecting their own Akhirat.
Posted 20 Mar 2008

sun_shine says
Thanks alot All of you
Yess Right Miss Sohni Kuddi
parents are like Angels On Earth
They love us ,gave us everything we want
at the end of the day We will be questioned for our deeds.
May Allah swt guide us Ameen
Posted 20 Mar 2008

indeed.. very touchy

awwwwww
Posted 21 Mar 2008

sun_shine says
Thanks
Posted 22 Mar 2008

Rapunzel says
i've read it b4 nice one
Posted 24 Mar 2008

People always take their loved ones for granted, they don't always know what they've got until it's gone.

It's a sad part of life.
Posted 24 Mar 2008

sun_shine says
yess Right.
Posted 25 Mar 2008

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