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Missing Ya SharrY.........


MISSING YOU.

YOU LEFT FOR WORK...
THE DOOR IS CLOSED AND LOCKED
I WATCHED YOU DRIVE AWAY,
BUT YOUR SCENT LINGERED...
I SHOOK MY HEAD
TRYING TO DISLODGE YOUR IMAGE
AND TO GET ON WITH MY DAILY CHORES...

'I MISS YOU'...

I MAKE THE BED,
OUR BED...
WHERE A FEW SHORT HOURS AGO WE HAD LAIN
SNUGGLED TOGETHER AS ONE...
AND AS I SMOOTHE THE SHEETS,
I SEE THE INDENTATIONS FROM YOUR BODY...
I LIE DOWN FOR A MOMENT,
IN THE PLACE WHERE YOU HAVE LAIN,
PUT MY HEAD ON YOUR PILLOW,
AND BREATHE IN THE SCENT OF YOU..
I FEEL YOU THERE...

BUT, I ARISE, WITH AN EMPTY FEELING
MOVING ON TO THE NEXT CHORE.
BUT....

'I MISS YOU'...

I DUST THE MANTLE, AND LIGHT A CANDLE...
THE AROMA IMMEDIATELY ASSAILS MY SENSES.
I AM HURLED BACK TO OTHER TIMES,
WITH FIRE CRACKLING, CANDLES BURNING...
BARRY, CELION, FAITH ARE OUR GUESTS..
THEIR SOFT THROBBING MUSIC,
PLAYING HAUNTINGLY
IN THE BACKGROUND...
MY HAND IS FROZEN IN MIDAIR,
DUSTING FORGOTTEN
AS I AM TRANSENDED BACK TO NIGHTS OF
EXQUISTE ESCTASY!
OF HEAVENS VISITED, OF STARS TOUCHED,
TO FEELINGS NEVER BEFORE FELT!

I MUST MOVE ON, THERE IS MUCH TO DO
BUT...

'I MISS YOU'...

I WILL BAKE...
AND AS I BAKE COOKIES THAT YOU LOVE SO WELL...
THE SMELL OF THEM SIMMERING IN THE OVEN
TRIGGERS MEMORYS...
SO MANY MEMORIES...
OF US, TOASTING EACH OTHER IN THE KITCHEN,
LAUGHING,
TOUCHING,
HUGGING
CELEBRATING OUR LOVE...
GIDDY WITH THE AWARENESS OF EACH OTHER...

'I MISS YOU'...

YOU CALL,
WE SPEAK OF TRIVIAL THINGS,
YOU ASK, 'ARE YOU ALRIGHT?
YOU SOUND AS IF SOMETHING IS BOTHERING YOU'
I DENY,
HOW CAN I VOICE IT?
YOU ARE BUSY,
THERE ISN'T TIME...
IT WOULD TAKE A LIFETIME TO EXPRESS...
HOW DO I EXPLAIN, THE EMPTYNESS INSIDE,
THE YEARNING...

BECAUSE....

'I MISS YOU'...

I COOK,
THE SAUCE IS ONE YOU LOVE,
I STIR,
BUT AS I WATCH THE STEAM ARISE...
I PAUSE..
MY MIND DOING TUMBLESAULTS BACK...
TO STEAM ARISING...
FROM US AND OUR BODIES,
AS WE JOIN EACH OTHER,
BECOMING ONE..
IN THE THROES OF PASSION..

IT BOILS TO FAST
AND I AM BROUGHT BACK TO REALITY...
A PLACE WHERE I DO NOT WISH TO BE...
AS....

'I MISS YOU'...

I SHOWER,
AND AS THE VAPORS REACH OUT FOR THE CEILING..
AND THE MUSIC SOFTLY PLAYS...
I THINK OF YOU.
I COVER MYSELF IN BUBBLES...
SMILING, KNOWING HOW YOU LOVE THEM.
BUT A YEARNING OVERTAKES ME..
SO FIERCE THAT IT LEAVES ME WEAK..
AND AS I WRAP MY SELF IN A TOWEL,
I AM WISHING IT IS YOUR ARMS INSTEAD!
I LAVISH ON ALL MY MANY CREAMS
LAYER AFTER LAYER...
THEIR FRAGRANCE FILLS THE ROOM..
EACH ONE, INDIVIDUALLY, SOOTHS AND SOFTENS,
MY HANDS CARESS PLACES,
WHERE YOU LOVE THE SOFTNESS...
TOGETHER THEIR MINGLED SCENTS, INTOXIFY!
RUSHING THOUGHTS OF US TO MY HEART,
WHICH BEATS ERATICLY WITH THE THOUGHT OF YOU..

HERE...
NOW..
WITH ME..
TWO BECOMING ONE...
YOU MUST SEE...


'I MISS YOU'...

EACH TIME WE ARE APART,
IT WRENCHES MY SOUL..
ALTHOUGH I KNOW IT IS ALL REALITYS OF LIFE..
AND ALL NECESSARY...
CAN YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT IT DOES?
FOR...
WE ARE ONE,
IN SPIRIT...
MIND...
AND HEART..
SOULMATES...
WHEN WE ARE APART, MY OTHER HALF IS MISSING..
AND I AM NOT COMPLETE, NOT WHOLE...

BUT...
THERE IS A KNOCK AT THE DOOR...
I AM HANDED FLOWERS..
ROSES, BRILLIANT RED AND SOFT WHITE..
AND NESTLED IN THEIR MIST IS A CARD...
'TO MY SOARING HEART'
I PLACE MY FACE SO CLOSE
AN INHALE THEIR BEAUTY..
AND TEARS FLOW..
TEARS OF HAPPINESS..
OF YEARNING...
OF LOVE...
AS THEY SAY TO ME...
FROM YOU...
'I MISS YOU!'


MY LOVER, MY BESTEST FRIEND,
MY SOULMATE AND MY HEART!
FROM MY SOARING HEART
Posted on 3/18/2004 5:23:18 PM
Hmmm well i am shhh on this one lol
Posted on 3/18/2004 5:31:38 PM
kewl... come one Shary and chk this out :)

aray bahi itna miss kar rahay ho :)
Posted on 3/19/2004 5:24:34 PM
Well Hum Yahaan Aatey Hi Kiyoon Hain...
Apni Sharry Se Baatein Kerne K Liye..
Leykin Kiya Hai Na Hum Ko Yahaan Bula Ker
Na Jaane Sharry Khud Kahaan Ghayeb Ho Jaati Hai
Waise Sharry I M Really Disappoint Cuz Ya Havent
Answered Me .... Sniff Sniff .....
Posted on 3/26/2004 9:48:30 PM
woh bohat dooor chaltey chaltey .. aab kissi benaam manzil kee musafir hian ... un k ghum ka ilaj aab is duniya mein kahan .................waise shary aapo too bad .. ap ko yahan reply zaroor karna chaiyee na
Posted on 3/26/2004 9:52:48 PM
Well Aaj Kal Sharry In Love With Some Other Actually Thts Y She Neva Reply Me .. Sniff Sniff ..
Posted on 3/26/2004 10:36:16 PM
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
Posted on 3/26/2004 10:41:41 PM
pagal king shair kaise ho giya
Posted on 3/26/2004 11:01:10 PM
yeh pagal bhi hain .......... king bhi hai ............... to aab shair kiyoon nahi ho saktey
Posted on 3/26/2004 11:11:44 PM
ho sakhta hay baba jb mein sub kuch ho sakta hay
Posted on 3/26/2004 11:13:32 PM
haan yaad aya k churail bhi to achee poet haina
Posted on 3/26/2004 11:57:40 PM
ok im here... actually i wasnt around..

well bf summin for u...


No, I can’t forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that’s just the way this story goes,
You always smile....
But in you eyes your sorrow shows
Yes it shows

No I can’t forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrows
When I had you there but then I let you go
And now it’s only fair that I should let you know
What you should know

I cant live
If living is without you
I can’t give
I can’t give anymore


Posted on 3/27/2004 9:43:02 PM
kahan hai bf?????

BF...

AWAZ DO
Posted on 3/28/2004 1:09:40 AM
Well Thanx Berry Much Sharry Jaanu ..
I Knew That Ya Still Love Me ..
I'll Write Down Somefin For Ya Aswell...
Jus Wait For A Rite Time ... ...
Ya Know Sharry That I Come Back Jus Cuz Of Ya
SO Dont Ya Even Think To Leave Me Heya ...
Posted on 3/28/2004 1:25:00 AM
subha:
pagal king shair kaise ho giya


Oyeee Pyscho Maayeee Urf CHURAIL...
    Hum KinG Hain Aur Hum Sab Kuch Ker Sakte Hain ...
Posted on 3/28/2004 1:26:23 AM
~Fragi~:
yeh pagal bhi hain .......... king bhi hai ............... to aab shair kiyoon nahi ho saktey


Haan Kiddo Hum Pagal Hain Kissi K Piyaar Main...

KinG Hum Hamesha Se Hi Hain .....

Aur Shayer Hum Ko Iss Ishq Ne Bana Diya ....
Posted on 3/28/2004 1:28:42 AM
subha:
ho sakhta hay baba jb mein sub kuch ho sakta hay
]

Janubaba Ko Banane Wala Hi Yeh Aik KinG Hai
Posted on 3/28/2004 1:32:14 AM
BoRnFl_iRt:
~Fragi~:
yeh pagal bhi hain .......... king bhi hai ............... to aab shair kiyoon nahi ho saktey


Haan Kiddo Hum Pagal Hain Kissi K Piyaar Main...

KinG Hum Hamesha Se Hi Hain .....

Aur Shayer Hum Ko Iss Ishq Ne Bana Diya ....



wow logic
Posted on 3/28/2004 1:43:52 AM
BoRnFl_iRt:
subha:
ho sakhta hay baba jb mein sub kuch ho sakta hay
]

Janubaba Ko Banane Wala Hi Yeh Aik KinG Hai



acha to isi liye janubaba ko chor k bhaag giya banane mein saath diya
to saath nibhana bi tha na
Posted on 3/28/2004 2:35:15 AM
~Fragi~:
BoRnFl_iRt:
~Fragi~:
yeh pagal bhi hain .......... king bhi hai ............... to aab shair kiyoon nahi ho saktey


Haan Kiddo Hum Pagal Hain Kissi K Piyaar Main...

KinG Hum Hamesha Se Hi Hain .....

Aur Shayer Hum Ko Iss Ishq Ne Bana Diya ....



wow logic


Bas Kiya Kerien Logic To Hum Waise Hi Bana Diya Kerte Hain ...
Posted on 3/28/2004 2:40:27 AM
subha:
BoRnFl_iRt:
subha:
ho sakhta hay baba jb mein sub kuch ho sakta hay
]

Janubaba Ko Banane Wala Hi Yeh Aik KinG Hai



acha to isi liye janubaba ko chor k bhaag giya banane mein saath diya
to saath nibhana bi tha na


Janubaba Ko Na Choor Ker Jaate To Aap Kaise Miltein Yahaan .. Kaisa ...
Posted on 3/28/2004 2:41:39 AM
hehe yeh to koi answer na howa meri baat ka
Posted on 3/28/2004 2:44:26 AM
king ko na satayo chh ch chhh ch ch churail
Posted on 3/28/2004 3:03:32 AM
kiyoon aap ka bill ata hay jin
Posted on 3/28/2004 3:05:27 AM
Every breath you take
Every move you make
Every bond you break
Every step you take
I'll be watching you

Every single day
Every word you say
Every game you play
Every night you stay

I'll be watching you

O can't you see
You belong to me
How my poor heart aches
With every step you take

Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile to fake
Every claim you stake

I'll be watching you

Since you're gone I've been lost without a trace
I dream at night I can only see your face
I look around but it's you I can't replace
I feel so cold and I long for your embrace
I keep on crying baby, baby please

O can't you see
You belong to me
How my poor heart aches
With every step you take

Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile to fake
Every claim you stake

I'll be watching you

Every move you make
Every step you take

I'll be watching you
I'll be watching you



dedicated to......    
Posted on 3/28/2004 3:28:13 PM
MG khushfaimi mein sharma rahe hain
Posted on 3/28/2004 6:52:14 PM
lol... well
shayad meri hi kismat hai...

khushi kahin nahi
Posted on 3/28/2004 9:29:01 PM
do ppl break hearts knowing it hurts?

or do they think the only thing they hurt is just a heart?
Posted on 3/30/2004 1:42:39 PM
subha:
hehe yeh to koi answer na howa meri baat ka


Ab Kiya Kerien Iss Main Bhi Tumhara Kasoor Hai
Khud Bhi Chootio Aur Deemagh Bhi Paya Choota Samajhne
Main Der To Lage Gi Na Tumhein LolzzziyaaaaaN ...
Posted on 4/7/2004 7:37:08 PM
sharara:
Every breath you take
Every move you make
Every bond you break
Every step you take
I'll be watching you

Every single day
Every word you say
Every game you play
Every night you stay

I'll be watching you

O can't you see
You belong to me
How my poor heart aches
With every step you take

Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile to fake
Every claim you stake

I'll be watching you

Since you're gone I've been lost without a trace
I dream at night I can only see your face
I look around but it's you I can't replace
I feel so cold and I long for your embrace
I keep on crying baby, baby please

O can't you see
You belong to me
How my poor heart aches
With every step you take

Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile to fake
Every claim you stake

I'll be watching you

Every move you make
Every step you take

I'll be watching you
I'll be watching you



dedicated to......    


Yeah Shary Dedicate To ?????
Posted on 4/7/2004 7:40:13 PM
Had I Never Known

1nce Again For Ya Sharry ....


Had I never know that beautiful face
Where would I be
Still smothered in my thoughts content
Forever Wondering
Lost in the aimless crowds
Eternally bickering
Searching for answers laid down by the most corrupt of men
Finding only desolate ruin

Had I never know that glamorous smile
Where would I be
Locked far away
Shackled in chains of darkness
Unable to see the rejuvenating sun
Not knowing of love
Ignorant of joy
Lacking the most sacred of knowledge’s
Trapped in endless pentacles of unhappiness

Had I never known that harmonic laugh
Where would I be
Still thoughtlessly deft
Lacking the sweetest of music
The songs of love
Sonnets of joy
Unable to listen to the simplest of sounds
Not able to hear
The sacred screaming of my heart
The forever pledging of my soul

Had I never heard those breathtaking dreams
Where would I be
Still entangled by greed
Looking for only one end
My end
Missing the beauty of life
Lacking the joy of share
Void of a heart
Having no ambition

Had I never looked into the endless passion of your eyes
Where would I be
Stuck deep in the glaciers
My heart forever frozen
Chilled to the bone
Unable to shed a merciful tear
Unable to see love
Missing a key to my heart
The doors tightly locked

Had I never kissed your lush lips
Where would I be
Drowned in a void of darkness
Foolish in the ways of love
Unable to taste the rich flavor of life
Unable to savior the beauty of love
Blindfolded to the passions of a heart

Had I never touched your gentle hands
Where would I be
Still lacking strength
Bearing only the crudest of spears
Cowardly tricks hidden beneath a sleeve
Only able to one
My path grown so unclear

Had I never felt your unparalleled strength
Where would I be
Hidden in the darkest of closets
Crying in its pitch
Void of honorable confidence
Frozen in my stead
Bogged down with fear
Overweight with loneliness

Had I never met someone as pure as you
Where would I be
Still shattered in two
My heart left broken
My dreams torn and tattered
My will slowly seeping
Blood swiftly dripping
My heart forever weeping

Had I never known the splendors of your love
Where would I be
Who would I be
The cruelest of men
Confined only to their own dreams
My scares left unhealed
The pain maximizing
Memories of the past killing me
Sights of love and joy eluding me

Had I never loved you
I would not be the same
For your beauty has changed me
Its passion enlightening me
Your grace flowing through me
Your strength beckons me
One would be lost
Forever want
Forever needing
Your love
Posted on 4/7/2004 7:58:22 PM
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