I’m suppose to be the admin who never blows his composure
Even though I hold the weight of the whole forum on my shoulders
I ain’t never suppose to show it, my crew ain’t suppose to know it
Even if it means going toe to toe with the haterz, it don’t matter
I never drag em in topics that I can handle less I absolutely have to
I’m suppose to set an example, I need to be the leader
My crew looks for me to guide em
If some mess ever just pop off I’m suppose to be beside em
That desidevil sh*t, I tried to squashed it, it was too late to stop it
There’s a certain line, you just don’t cross it, and they crossed it
And even though the battle was won, I feel like we lost it
I spent so much energy on it, honestly I’m exhausted
I’m so caught it I almost felt like I’m the one who caused it
This ain’t what I’m in JB for, it’s not why I got registered
Now it’s never my object to bann some other member
Why would I wanna destroy something I helped build
It wasn’t my intentions, my intentions were good
It used to be time when u could just talk to ne one ne time
And wouldn’t have to worry about ne one bannin complainin
But now it’s elevated cause once you take it to ur heart g
Shyt gets escalated, it ain’t just words no more, is it
It’s a different postin game, call names and you ain’t just postin
But we Still have members that is on the front line that's willing to help n be with us
As soon as we give the orders, never to extort us
Strictly to show they support us
Maybe shout em out in this post to show we love em
And to let em know how important is to have em
Their loyalty to us is worth more then any award is
I love y’all too much to see the verdict
n thats the end of the story
my words are unrestricted...
Posted on 11/11/2004 5:33:46 AM
<< adii
i never understand u 
