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~tasha~

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The Road to Nowhere


To travel the road to nowhere.
The soul's dark amazon.
Eternal peace is anywhere,
the mind might set upon.

To travel the road to nowhere.
To know you're really gone.
And when you finally get there,
to find your god is Ron.

There's something in the cupboard, boy.
There's something in the dark.
There's something in the cupboard, boy,
that leaves a lasting mark.

There's something in the cupboard, boy.
Old secrets gather dust.
There's something in the cupboard, boy,
that reeks decay and must.

To travel the road to nowhere.
Reading signposts from beyond.
As self-deceit completes defeat,
a cold ghost light is shone,
on Ron. On Ron.

He learned to sham at his father's knee.
He knew the power of story.
He lived by lies and fantasies,
and dreamed of fame and glory.

So travel the road but beware,
for he drew an arcane map.
His weak and dismal followers,
could see no fatal trap.

But in his inner circle,
his worth would soon reveal.
To those that rail and cavil,
he'd crush beneath his heel.

There's something in the cupboard, boy.
The sweetest scent of musk.
There's something in the cupboard, boy,
as warm and moist as lust.

To travel the road to nowhere.
It's not the smoothest ride.
To have all faith you must defer,
to a self-referring guide.

To travel the road to nowhere.
To avoid the rush and throng.
Unravel in the space of somewhere,
and sing a specious song.

There's something in the cupboard, boy.
It's got an evil breath.
There's something in the cupboard, boy,
that toys with fear and death.

To travel the road to nowhere.
And wield your magic wand.
A shuffling prisoner of despair,
when fragile hopes abscond.

To travel the road to nowhere.
A funeral dress you don.
All truth is moulded out there,
like a Sci-Fi writer's con.

There's something in the cupboard, boy.
You hear it scratch and whine.
There's something in the cupboard, boy,
both bedevilled and divine.

To travel the road to nowhere.
To follow a different sun.
To travel the road with due care,
not to end as you begun.

To travel the road to nowhere,
to life's grim denouement.
Be sighted by the cross hairs,
released from earthly bond.

To travel the road to nowhere.
Your face is drawn and wan.
Your self-belief masks hidden grief,
while the thief of time moves on.
Posted 27 Dec 2006

~tasha~ says
life


Step by step
Breath by breath
we live in this world full of regrets

asking questions
we should discover
live your dream like u had no other

live your life
dont ask why
just follow your heart
not knowing what is to come
That is life in so many parts

waking up and knowing you are there
that should be enough for you to know that someone cares

someone loves you and you love them back
that is the greatest feeling you will ever get

dont waste your time wondering who you are
let someone help you discover
then your answers might pop up along the way

love is a life
and life is love
i believe
cause without love you cannot live
and to live you need love

Posted 13 Jan 2007

Fairl_Girl says
Posted 13 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
Posted 14 Jan 2007

very good. keep it up
Posted 14 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
thanx
Posted 14 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
EYES TO EYES


Eyes to eyes
They have eye contact
With each other
One can see their fear in their eyes
The other just look
And don't say anything
Eyes to eyes
It is almost like they are talking to each other
They are talking non verbal
Eyes to eyes
Sometimes you can see each other’s feelings
Eyes to eyes
The feelings are anger, sometimes sadness, Sometimes anxiety,
And sometimes happiness
Sometimes the eyes are tired
Sending a signal that needs its rest
eyes to eyes
Posted 14 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
WHAT MATTERS TO ME


What matters to me
Life
Love
Peace
Harmony
Friends
Trees
Sunshine
Good food
Poetry
Music
God
Patience
Nice clothes to wear
My home
My bed
My tv
Walks
Health
Weight
Sympathy
Gratitude
Respect
Wishes
Feelings
Joy
Water
Sea
Rainbows
Moon
Prayers
Fireworks
Dreams
Believing in myself
Trust

Posted 14 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
A DAY WITH HAPPINESS


Waken up
With energy
This day is filled with happiness
I return once again
To my birth place
Old times, old memories
It is always a shock when I return
To my birth place
Now I am returning to the past
Every time I return to my birth place I am frightened of the past
My present life,
The present I already lived so it is not as frightened as the past
And I feel more comfortable with it
The future is a time that I have to wait and see
I haven't lived it to know
To know that is the right time for me
Debriefing with my family
A change of place sometimes is good
A time with my family
I don't see them as often as I should

Posted 14 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
My Dream


I dream of a dream.
I dream that my dream shall someday come true.
I dream that all my dreams shall not remain just a dream.
I dream for that day when all these dreams are realized.
I dream that I don’t’ spend my days dreaming.
I dream that my dreams shall be more than just dreams.
I dream that these dreams will make me dream more.
Though these are dreams today,
I dream of making them a reality one day.
I will always be dreaming of these dreams,
So that I do have hope in life,
I still hope that this life is worth living.
Posted 15 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
Suffering in Silence


Suffering silently,
Afraid,
To tell you,
What is on my mind.
Suffering silently,
Scared,
That you may,
Dislike my thoughts.
Suffering silently,
Is this,
What love,
Has to offer?
Suffering silently,
In the knowledge,
That you,
Might only be,
Suffering slightly,
It's pride that hurts the most.
Posted 15 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
Butterfly, The Creature of Change and Survival


I grow,
I struggle,
I am not nurtured,
Nor cared for,
I learn the harsh lessons,
Of Life,
Alone.

Then,
Satisfied in my growth,
Having learnt my lessons,
I gain maturity,
I am ready,
For change.

I build walls,
Around myself,
To protect,
This change,
For change I must.

I hang,
Waiting patiently,
Change must occur,
For what else is left?

I push now,
I am impatient,
I have waited,
Long enough,
It is time.
I’ll show this world,
That I can survive.

One side of me,
Is exposed to the world,
Then another,
Slowly at first,
For I do not wish to shock,
Only to dazzle.

Released am I,
Free,
Free to show myself,
In all my glory,
In all my splendor.

For I have changed,
I am now,
Who I’m meant to be,
I am finally me.

So, fear not change,
It comes naturally,
Be brave,
Learn well,
And when,
The time comes,
Be free.

Posted 15 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
The Clouds


The clouds are back,
They'd gone away,
I really don't,
Know what to say.

The pain of past,
Of years gone by,
Were they a waste?
Or were there some highs?

Fear of teh future,
Of time unknown,
I hope I am ready,
To face things alone.

I pray these clouds,
Disperse quite fast,
Pain and worry,
Are never meant to last.

Posted 15 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
Illusions


Illusions created,
Every single day,
Happiness, peace,
Never pave the way.

For what lies beneath,
The laughter and smiles,
To prepare us for,
Unforeseen trials.

We pretend all is well,
When we really know,
That anger lies waiting,
Waiting to grow.

Out of control,
Bursting into flames,
Arriving at the scene,
Playing all these games.

The illusion of peace,
Doesn’t last too long,
It always tells us,
We were very wrong.

To trust this illusion,
Like water turned to steam,
It was an illusion,
It was just a dream.

We pretend we are friends,
When all it really takes,
Is one small mistake,
And then I see it’s fake.

All of your kindness,
Your niceties and such,
All of your patience,
Your very gentle touch.

Were all just lies,
That you want me to believe,
To maintain the illusion,
Now I simply grieve.

That I even bothered,
To play this game with you,
That I took the illusion,
And did not see through.

Your pretense, the kindness,
The niceness that you showed,
The anger was there,
You just had it stowed.

Deep in your heart,
You couldn’t hide it though,
It had to come out,
Thanks, now I really know.

That you will never change,
You’ll never mend your ways,
The illusion won’t last,
Peace will always be a phase.
Posted 15 Jan 2007

cutefriend says
Posted 15 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
Posted 16 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
Pieces of You & I


you want me
i want you

you feel excited
i feel broken

you try putting me together
i stay in pieces

you come close
i push away

you say love
i run from love

you touch me
i cry inside

you tell me no worries
i live in regret

you ask me 'why?'
i ask me 'when?'

you say let's be one
i say here's two

you stopped loving me
i have always loved you...
Posted 16 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
friend


Im with you
Friend of mine
Take my hand
Let me guide you through the dark
As you guided me
If you cry
Im there to lend my shoulder
Friend of mine
Ill be with you till the end
Finding the good that you dont see
Be crazy and wild
The smiles shown
Friend of mine
Thank you for showing me the way
Take my hand now
Ill guide you

Posted 16 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
Soft Tears


Soft tears
and Distant eyes.
Fade away,
into the night.

Scarlet stains
on satin lips.
narcolepsy,
and lonliness.

Hidden scars
on perfect skin.
Always hiding,
They always win.

Broken hearts
and magazines.
paperdolls,
and blind machines.

Evil stares
from Angel eyes.
Poison kisses,
and cuts like knives.

Soft tears
a lonely sound.
An endless love,
I've never found.


Posted 16 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
You Have Changed


I wanted so to keep you . . . And never let
you go . . . And show you love forever . . .
More love than you could know . . . From
any other man . . . In the past, or times to
come . . . I thought that loving deeply . . .
I'd remain your only one . . . But lately I have
noticed . . . Changes, though subtle they
might be . . . That have added up to where
. . . I believe you're prepping me . . . For the
final moments . . . Of our once great love
affair . . . And soon the dream I cherish . . .
No longer will be there.
Posted 16 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
Should I ?


Sometimes I'm not so sure
That your love for me is true,
Just when I start believing
Something then takes hold of you

And darkens all the faith
That I had the day before,
Until I'm left wondering
If it's right to want you more.

Should I continue on
And believe still once again,
Knowing that the risk might leave
Me crying deep within ?

Should I dismiss the doubts
That are languishing inside
And knawing at my soul
As on my heart they ride ?

Am I a fool to want you
When my moods go up and down
And plague me with uncertainty -
This battered, tattered clown ?

You put me first, then last,
Till I'm not sure where I stand;
You bounce my heart around
As you shift from hand to hand.

So, tell me if you can,
I must, the answer know,
If you will change these patterns.
Or should I pack and go ?

Posted 16 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
DreamWorld


imprisoned in a land of winter
I starved for light through the dense gray clouds
for warmth away from the harsh chill wind
seeing no beauty in this
winter wonderland
that became my home so sharply
oh, how many icy tears did I shed
that froze on my cheeks in the thin bitter air
for wanting the green hills and lush forests
silvered in the morning with mist
gilded afternoons with bright sunlight
rouged in the evenings with the setting sun
that now I see only in memories
how strange that in looking out
of a fogged window wavy with imperfections
I would come to a great conclusion that
would heal all wounds left from missing my home
rich with warm summers and wide open spaces
looking at a wintery world
with a Guns N' Roses song
echoing in my ears
I realized that all the summers in the world
all the warm lazy afternoons and nights chasing fireflies
are in myself, and all
the cool misty mornings and
smoky twilight wanderings I
could ever want
were sitting beside me
and all the green rolling plains or
dark dense forests of jade
that I would ever need
I can always find in your eyes

Posted 16 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
Little Girl In A Pretty Box


There is a little girl in a pretty box,
She seems surrounded by happiness,
But you don't perceive what happens when doors lock,
Nothing is the same.

Illusions of love are all around,
Yet it doesn't feel quite right,
Because you're ignorant to what happens,
When they turn out the light.

That little girl is trapped inside,
She has nowhere to run,
Nowhere to hide.

How do I know all this you can't see?
Because that little girl in a pretty box,
That little girl is me...

Posted 16 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
Think...


I only sat to wonder,
and think of all the times,
I used to make u laugh,
I knew u'd realize...
Time is so desperate...
To catch me once or twice,
To make a wish on falling stars,
To smile when it's nice.
Patience within some pain,
What words mean to you,
Throw em out with regrets,
And let em rot inside you too.
Dont look so forgotten...
I only set you free,
What you are inside,
is somthing not for me.
Does it ever make me wonder...
of how it coulda been,
Juz to fake it one more time,
And do it all again.
Pieces of your provider lost,
Is all that u wanna hold,
You shrug away ur love in life,
And think of all ur told.
Meant to have a broken heart,
but feel none of that inside,
Glaring down upon you...
Is reality open wide.
Guess it only shows u once,
Dont fake it to be free,
Lies will overtake you,
...and then u'll think of me.
Posted 16 Jan 2007



Again saying.. u go so fast in posting poems...

Posted 16 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
awww..really?

but y
???
Posted 16 Jan 2007



Again saying.. u go so fast in posting poems...

Posted 16 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
ok ok

Posted 16 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
If I can stop one heart from breaking


If I can stop one heart from breaking,
I shall not live in vain;
If I can ease one life the aching,
Or cool one pain,
Or help one fainting robin Unto his nest again,
I shall not live in vain.

Posted 17 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
It's All I have to bring to-day


It's All I have to bring to-day,
This, and my heart beside,
This, and my heart,
and all the fields,
And all the meadows wide.
Be sure you count,
should I forget,
Some one the sum could tell,
This, and my heart,
and all the bees Which in the clover dwell.
Posted 17 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
I breathed enough to learn the trick


I breathed enough to learn the trick,
And now, removed from air,
I simulate the breath so well,
That one,
to be quite sure The lungs are stirless,
must descend Among the cunning cells,
And touch the pantomime himself.
How cool the bellows feels!
Posted 17 Jan 2007

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