okay
okay
maybe not
but getting there
but i won't let myself
can't
promised myself
wouldn't
buuutt
godd he's so perfecttttt
anddd there's nothing wrong with him
ahhh
what am i doing
i can't do this
fudgeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i can't stop smiling and laughing
i'm gonna get hurt
and the funny thing is my parents want me to talk to him...
they're the ones who suggested it
so there isn't anything wrong in it......but then again all they want is for me to hurry up and pick a guy and get married........
buttttttttttttttt
i'm head over heels
laddii daddiii daaaaaaaaa
gooo gooo gaaa gaaa
talked to him for the longest time
but still
he can't be this perfect........
cruddddddddddd
why me?
i need some coffeeeeeeeeeeee
my hands are shaking