udaaslarki24
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yes what you experienced is true our religion is true i went through an almost smimiar situation except i was asleep but i rem i was in trouble it felt like an evil spirit had taken over me and what i got up i was mute but in my mind i said ALLAH HU AKBAR 8 TIMES AND I WAS SAVED SO WHENEVER IAM IN TROUBLE I REPEAT IT 8 TIMES
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what i dont understand is how men can sin and then say their namaz and then do haj that doesnt make any sense doesnt it say in our religion no sin at all
udaaslarki24
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ya i really miss those freinds i mean they made me so happy i rem before tem i use to stay home without any social interaction and then when i lost them it was like a stab to my heart now iam alone so it sucks bad
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salaam, iam not trying to offend anyone but one day i was watching you tube about this egyptian woman i think who was muslim all her life and she got married at 19 to another egyptian muslim so while she was with him he physically abused her, so she was very unhappy and she tried to tell her parents but they would not understand she moved to usa to live with this guy and ofcourse her parents were back home in egypt, so what happend after that she was ofcourse sad and then one day i guess she met this christain lady and she told her to convert to Chrisitianity, so she tried it and she asked her freind that what prayers do i have to say what do i have to do she said just say these simple words so she went ahead said and she claims that JESUS sent her some money in an envelope, so this is on you tube beleive it or not www.youtube.com just type in muslim converts to chritstainity and she said for years she prayed to ALLAH and her prayers werent answered, in my opinion doesnt matter who you are GOD answers the prayers when he wants not all of a sudden i dont know but this is a must see..
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the last movie i saw was Sunday with ajay devagen and this actress i think shes new but tat film was funny/interesting i liked the way it was made the story was very different i liked ittt :)
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iam talking about shah rukh the actor huhhhhh itna acha insaan hai woh hes like angel on this earth gauri khan is so lucky :( why didnt he have a twin who found me hahahahahhaahahha how happy i would be 24/7 maza aur joy lol i wanted i wanted that okk :)
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one time i had this dream and in the dream i felt my soul leaving but it felt like fire trying to leave me so i guess the spirit was like fire so while i was in sleep i was fighting to stay i was fighting not to go because i was afraid that if this spirit leaving me is fire then i know i cant go ..... sooo i guess i will stay and take a tough exam of life and let ALLAH decide when to take me and not wish for i t or want it u know ALLAH wants his people to live even if its tough
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il just give up and stay .... ill just give up you know one day we all have to go.. may GOD take me to heaven iam ready because u know everytime i try to live a normal life some bad luck happens so iam ready u know i have done what i have had to do so may GOD take me soon to his heaven \where noone will harm me this world is cruel people can be cruel not every person but if they want to betray you and hurt you they will do everything in their will and might to do tat.
udaaslarki24
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he got married because of my status american citizen thats why you should never use someone that has somewhat of a brain and understands relationships if a man or woman is distant in the realationship ignores you wont even sit next to you is happier with other people tells you that he or she is more free and happier with other people then you can conclude that this person is not happy with you will never be happy with u and is just with you for the american citezenship i dont have alot of money if i was a millionare i could say yea hes after my money but all i have is this so taht has to be the reason nothing else its not my fault i was real with him from the begg i presented my real self i was not fake i told it how it is i was very straightforward he could have easily said to me listen i cant marry you before we got married there was plenty of time for him to decide but he just went for it no if he has brains to do other things in life this could have been an easy decision just stop think do i want her or no if no thats fine hes also a very good looking handsome man if he did not marry me he could have found so many rishtas easily and he can do that now too but he doesnt want to let my famuily down he loves them and does not want to dissapoint them and you know how familys talk especially paki familys so hes worried about tat i dont care i just want to be happy
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i dont expect him to be around 24/7 but he doesnt even have one day to spend time with me, he works 6 days maybe one day hes off , if he feels like it even then he ignores stays distant talks on the cell and goes off so honestly i dont expect be w\ith me all the time and you an be a workholic if you would like but if you have one day off dont ignore me walk off he gives everyone else time but me iam invisible the way he treats me is like iam not in the house , sooo i dont expect 24/7 but some time would be good
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this man doesnt feel bad for using me he doesnt even notice when cry or when iam hurt he laughs he only cares about himself ok for everyone else he has loe but for me the one that gave him my heart hes got no love no time nothing no joy
udaaslarki24
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i guess iam number 7 iam shy :) but i like to have a soulmate who gives me affection and does not ignore me :) so even though iam shy :) i like the opposite of me : iam a leo are leos suppose to be shy?
udaaslarki24
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it came as a rishta i went to see him i loved him and i thought hes my soulmate his true colors showed after the marriage before the marriage if he did not like me all he had to do is say so and i would have understood see he was a stranger the person who hooked us up was a freind of my mom
udaaslarki24
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no one cares about me in my life if i get a divorce i will never find a man because iam not a pretty woman or attractive all i have is american citizenship thats all iam not a millionares daughter sooooo besides that iam an ugly woman no man wants an ugly woman ask any man fat old or grey he doesnt want an ugly woman
iam a leo are leos suppose to be shy?
