I dont know why but i culdnt slept the whole night....
unki awaz main dard tha jaisay woh guzray hoay pal ko yaad kar rahay hoon n apnay dard ko chupanay kay liyay mazaq main hans kay poch rahay hon "koi itni jaldi kaisay badal jata hai"
but y culdnt i slept for the whole night... n still i m not sleepy....Y
dard sirf dukh hi daita hai...
n haan apna hi tha jis ka dard tha ya... Allah us ka ya dard khatam kar day aur usay woh mil jaay jis ki tamana hai usay... jis ki duain mangi hain us nay... jis ki batain kar k kal woh buhat hansa.... buhat khush tha kal woh jab us kay baray main baat kar raha tha
itna khush tu main nay pahlay kabhi nahin daikha usay
main nay uski khushi mahsoos ki thi
but najanay kyon mujhay buhat dukh ho raha tha
nahin.... zarori nahin k dukh sirf us ka hi ho jisay say ap pyar kartay ho...
koi waisay bhi apko acha lag sakta hai... kisi ki batain, kisi ki care as a frnd...
i hope usay woh mil jaay jis ki dua mangnay k liyay woh itna safar kar kay ALLAH kay ghar gaay n dua mangi
nahin apnay frnd k liyay pareshan hon coz kal uski hansi main aik dard mahsoos kiya hai....
he misses da care jo woh uski karti thi.....
"woh mari buhat care karti thi aur ya us nay bhi kaha tha... "
"us nay aik din pocha k koi ladki hai tu batao main karwa doon gi tu main nay kaha nahin tum batao pahlay...phir us nay kaha agar woh ladki main na hoyee tu acha nahin hoga....aik baat batao aaisa kyon hota hai k loog itni jaldi change ho jatay hain... main nay tu usay kaha tha k tum sath do stand lo tu sab theek kar loon ga main....."
sirf SAATH improtant nahi hota..ye yaqeeen k us insaan k dil mian bhi apka pyar he zyada imp hota hay...
aise insaan ka mil jaana jiss se ap piar jerte ho lekin ye pata ho k wo kissi aur ko piar kerta he kabhi khushi nahi day sakta apko her waqt yehi ahsas rahega k iski khushi koi aur thii aur uswaqt chahe wo insaan apke lie kuch bhi kere per ap apne under her waqt aik dard mahsoos keroge...
soo.........hey wesay i can suggest u sumthing if u want
fragi n dips...
well i might be interferrin but just wanna say...
instead of prayin k apko apki manzil mil jaye aur dips k apko apka pehla piar mil jaye
fragi apko jehna chahye k tumhi mera piar ho aur tum mujhe millo..ye nahi k main tumhein mil jaoon...
and dips..dun say k apko apka pehla piar mil jaye..just pray k apke piar main wo pehle piar ko bhula dain aur uske khone ka koi dukh na rahay aur apka piar zyada imp hopjaye
be optimistic...dun give up..he is ur love...
