The smoke has cleared but the ashes remain
after a brief and solitary rain
and now you draw a line in blackened still yet burning sand

"How childish is this?" I wonder again
your coming of age, I'll never know when
Turbulent you reckless spirit now becoming bland

So easy the forecast of your next move
Still I ask why, what have you left to prove?
You wave me toward you while your mouth tells me to stay away

Stranglehold choking you have on my mind
pushing me, daring me to cross the line
I can't resist you, well you know, but still you make me pay

You say "Let's be friends, to wrong I admit"
the next minute you say the stark opposite
Your anger blind burns at me, it means nothing which I choose

A fool was I to give you the power
at your shaky hands my life has gone sour
You whip the reins I gave you, making certain I will lose

Ironic the iron I feel in your grip
trying so hard to crush me, yet fearing my slip
for all power is gone if I escape asphyxient control

Suffocation from your hands as you turn blinded eye
knowing if I scream in pain that you can simply lie
The cup of suffering you gave me long ago was full

But you want me to have some more I see
overflowing and running off misery
I drink the poison, for I love you, that will never change

I try my best and hardest to stay my side
To half understand me not once have you tried
You hurt me so much the only comfort I can find is in derange

Emptiness to escape emptiness
with my sanity gone there is nothing amiss
You are mine and I am yours in madman's fantasy

The end of the tunnel where now there's no sign
a final dissolving of your cursed line
For very once I witness everything as it should be

But reality burns, the sting so intense
It could not be worse and it doesn't make sense
the hell I feel within without you could not hurt worse planned

I built what little I had around you
it was great what we had, then out of the blue
I woke one day to find my shelter broken by your hand

Without your affection I don't want to live
The joy of life passes through me like a sieve
I want to die, for I have lost the only thing I love

I'll free myself, I'll kill myself
this cup of poison to my health
only now with death's black raven, we shall see the dove.

out of the blackness of lengthy dispair
a light came down and filled my eyes with joy
that deep void closed and an angel was there
if only she was tangeable not coy
perhaps I could show her how i can care
wings she can't sprout nor be only a toy

Angelic touch, healing salve
you have cleansed my gaping wounds
Celestial voice brings comfort
to one who knows only pain
bring me healing sweet angel
fill my life with heavens flare
Shine on sweet angel
I'll be there for you

Music much warms my icy des'late heart
opportunity comes and oh it goes
trepidation and lack of will did part
and your beauty to my caring gaze flows
Angel, you have helped me to fin'lly start
to see that new pain here eventually grows

Angelic touch, healing salve
you have cleansed my gaping wounds
Celestial voice brings comfort
to one who knows only pain
bring me healing sweet angel
fill my life with heavens flare
Shine on sweet angel
I'll be there for you

"Hold me tight" the heav'nly host sweetly chides
in my heart you presence was made clearly
but the intention of your request hides
and wafts throughout my mind intriguingly
can she care for me, as my mind abides
or will my angel fall, depressing me?

Angelic touch, healing salve
you have cleansed my gaping wounds
Celestial voice brings comfort
to one who knows only pain
bring me healing sweet angel
fill my life with heavens flare
Shine on sweet angel
I'll be there for you
Could you poss'bly care for me?

        

KING OF JB:

thx

miss universe:

        

dear

ya welcome tasha

WOOOWAngelic touch

eshajam:

WOOOWAngelic touch

KING OF JB:

more

sure

nice collection tashu   

Miss mine:

nice collection tashu   

thx

I'm nobody,
Who are you?
Are you, nobody, too?
Then there's a pair of us!
Don't tell!
They banish us you know.
How dreary, to be somebody.
How public, like a frog.
To tell one's name,
The livelong day.

miss universe:

I'm nobody,
Who are you?
Are you, nobody, too?
Then there's a pair of us!
Don't tell!
They banish us you know.
How dreary, to be somebody.
How public, like a frog.
To tell one's name,
The livelong day.