wen i was left all alone....wen my sum1 left me.... i used to cry daily, 24/7, day n night, i stopped eating, i culdnt eat anything, i never felt like talking to anyone... n den one day while i was at my frnds place n her parents werent at home, so we smoked... we managed to get her fathers cig packet n we smoked... i was crying at dat time too... i hated smokers i still do but at that time i just felt like taking up one and i did it... n den again once again i smoked....
n abhi bhi sumtimes i feel like smoking again but cant...
for me smoking reduces ur pain, ur tears, but it made me cry wen i was smoking... coz i did it just for my sum1... coz he made me cry n dats y i smoked....
i would never have smoked agar woh mujhay na chorta
