ok since im gonna be spending like next 4-5 hours here
i shall post here
share my higly valuedviews with the world
right here rite now
abhii lsiten to TERA SUUROOOOOOR
infact imwatching the video ove rn over ahaimn
i likehte song
its full of energy
and sad in a way too
the dancing girls are hot tho
the two main heroinesint he video have got too much make
im smoking my shisha
and iam bathin in the sunshine coming htru my curtains
and ime ating choclate
i need some tea
i must make some tea
and im outta fags too
hai udaas zindaganitera sang hay bitani
my hair are a mess
i must shower too
ok
i gfot sick of tera suroooooooooor
and my shisha ran out
and fags
and now i lsiten to deedar day
there is nothing good on telly
except these music program thingies
kids tryna live their dreams
right
its half 12 now
a bit more i think
i leaves to get some fags
and milk
and bread
and ill make and then eat peanut butter sandwiches
i shall be back in a flash
donot miss me
this my friends
is the perfect cup of microwaved tea
ever
if i made one for ur mommy, she,l ask me to amrry u and take u off their hands
yes
urparents dontlove you
ur a burden
they cant wait to get rid of u
sorry
now here i am
smoking my shisha again
still the sun is out
nothing is on telly
and i am thinking
am i a kind of a puppet, programmed to do the things i blv i do outta me own free will?
do i always act outta self interest?
would i be able to survive my bodily death?
if i cant, and my real life begins after i die and this body , my existance, rots and fades away, thn wat am i rite now? why am i so fussed about my present? how do i define myself?
why is there a past?
why is there a present?
why is there a future?
why do i even think there is a future?
if there is a future thn im using it too rapidly and there wont be any left.....future turns into past .....whats the presrent?
wat is the diffrenc betwene the future and hte past?
why does causation always runs from past to future?
does it even make sense to suppose that the future might influence the past?
the future is fexed
thats blving determinism
so do nothing?
allteh states of the world
how we live
its allfixed
that wud mean ive got no choice over what
bu8t a false sense of control
it got opened?
like opened
like torn open
like i had my head smashed into a table with lots of glasses on it which rexulted in my forehead being torn open and now i haev a big scar
like do u get it now?
lamha lamha toot gaey
ik apnay say roth gaey
jin hathoon ki hum kismet thay
un hathoon say choot gaey
Har kadam par imtihaan leti hai zindagi, Har waqt naye zakhm deti hai zindagi; Hum zindagi se shikwa kyon karen, Hum zindagi se Gila kaise karen - Aapsa Dost bhi to deti hai zindagi!
Indigo sabko milay zaroori to nahi, mohabat sabko milay zaroori to nahi. Kuch log bahut yaad aate hain, woh bhi hume yaad kare zarori to nahi . what happend to your forehead?
oh and its 4 in the night rite now
i posted here last at like 2 in the afternoon
]oive been st in my living room
watching movies
smoking everythingi cud smoke
popppingparacetamols
im so tired
i cant get up
hahaha