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don’t care so much

eshajam:
Everyday I get more afraid
Of giving my heart away
Scared of what love will bring
Too nervous to hear the words you’ll say
I find myself lost in you
Not sure if I want to be
I see the looks that you give
And wonder what you see in me
I don’t want my heart broken
But I am so in love
I can’t seem to give up
A girl sent from above
So I’m gonna trust you
Please don’t let me down
For I am giving you a chance
To turn my life around
Don’t take it for granted
‘Cause it might not last long
I have weak thoughts
And my heart isn’t too strong
I’m putting my life in your hands
Now it’s all up to you
I look forward to the places we go
And the things we’ll be put through
But remember that I’m vulnerable
And I can’t stand to be hurt
I want to be at the top of your list
But I don’t have to be first
Believe me when I tell you
That I love you with all my heart
That I’m here for you forever and always
Just like I was at the start...

Posted on 4/28/2008 5:22:06 AM

eshajam:
Tears are flowing down my cheeks,
And I don't know why,
Must have been a while,
Since you've made me cry..

And I'm just wondering,
who to blame.
'Cause we're just human,
playing this life game.

And I know I was wrong
And I know I made my mistakes,
But also I know; I want to be with you,
No matter what it takes.

You too, have been wrong at times.
But forgiveness has always been there,
And at those times in my life,
I just realise how much I care.

So as we go on with our lives,
Please, don't let me go.
Promise me you'll stay close.
It's you and me, my heart just tells me so.

'Cause I find strength in you,
Even though you've made me cry.
You words are flawless,
Like a melody of a lullaby

Posted on 4/28/2008 5:22:19 AM

thxx FG Dear

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Posted on 5/22/2008 10:51:04 PM



If teardrops never fell
Your words would still cut deep
It'd be a different place
For when it hurt me then
No tears would drench my face

If teardrops never fell
My eyes would not tell tale
The pillowcase would dry
Would I feel better then
If I could never cry

If teardrops never fell
I'd lose my sweet release
I'd keep it all inside
Angst would overcome me
If all teardrops were dried


If teardrops never fell
I'd take my place instead
In the arms of sorrow
To drown in my regret
Wishing for tomorrow


If teardrops never fell
I'd never speak my peace
My heart could never mourn
Or say a sad goodbye
If tears were never born

Posted on 5/22/2008 10:52:02 PM