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.....lonely.....

eshajam:
i beg you to pull me back,
but instead you let me fall.
v.nice



Posted on 9/19/2007 7:45:50 AM

thanks CF

Posted on 9/19/2007 7:46:29 AM

I can remember the very first time
I cried as I wiped
my eyes and buried the pain inside!

All of my memories,
good and bad thats past,
I didn't even take the time to realise,

Staring at the cracks in the walls cause
I'm waiting for it all, to come to an end,

Still I curl up right under the bed
cause its taking over my head all over again!

I'm lying awake, watching the sun rise and
the birds that sing,
as count the rings around my eyes,

Constantly pushing,
the world I know aside.
I don't even feel the pain,
and I don't even want to try!

I'm a lonely Boy,
I tell a tale for you cause
I'm just trying to make all my dreams come true!

Posted on 9/19/2007 7:49:14 AM

The voice that I hear
calling me
the look that I see
wanting me
the touch I feel
needing me
the hug around me
missing me
the kiss on my lips
loving me
the loneliness
I feel
when I realize
it will never be real

Posted on 9/20/2007 3:14:07 PM


Posted on 9/21/2007 12:54:01 PM

Thanks Jal

Posted on 9/25/2007 7:24:19 AM

nice.

Posted on 9/25/2007 2:02:34 PM


Posted on 9/25/2007 3:27:46 PM



hey guyz tashu n cb gr8 work

Posted on 9/25/2007 6:37:50 PM

thx dear

Posted on 9/25/2007 7:44:23 PM

thanks
MB,Tasha,CC

more tasha
and me too

Posted on 9/25/2007 8:19:58 PM

more jam

Posted on 9/29/2007 8:08:38 PM

RIGHT

Posted on 9/30/2007 1:29:13 AM


Posted on 9/30/2007 8:39:42 AM


Posted on 9/30/2007 9:58:36 AM

The way you looked that day,
You looked as lonely as me.
From across the mall gulf I saw,
You looked as lonely as me.
The language of your body shut everyone out,
You looked as lonely as me.
We passed, we said nothing, but I thought
You looked as lonely as me.
If I could talk to you,
Maybe we could be lonely together.

Posted on 9/30/2007 8:50:57 PM

A teardop in the ocean, briskly swept away
Not another one to follow, your pride you won't betray
Hiding from the world, well known from your shell
No one taking a deeper look, to fall under your spell
A lonely ride, when everyone knows your name
Life is not for living, you exist for your fame
A lonely heart that beats, a lonely melody
If only those would look beneath, then they would see
A true soul, unblemished, a heart so pure,
Maybe find love, bringing to your lonliness a cure
Never give up hope, let that tear drift on the ocean
Never be afraid to hope, never ignore your emotion
Someone will taste, and capture your dreams
Then life will not be as lonely as it seems.

Posted on 9/30/2007 8:54:38 PM

Suffering from loneliness
i see and hear no one else
but my heart beat
like a sad song it plays and plays

Posted on 10/7/2007 2:59:25 AM


Posted on 10/8/2007 6:11:23 AM



Winter wind was harsh that day,
it came and took my love away.
Left me empty and incomplete,
no longer happy or replete.

Never to see nor again hear,
your smiles or your voice so clear.
My numbness built a wall too high,
so I would not hurt, would not cry.

Walls crumbled down, and so did I,
years of loneliness drifted by.
Longed to hold you just once more,
wanted things as they were before.

Vision surreal flash in the night,
disappeared came morning light.
Make the best of it, so they say,
no matter what life brings your way.

Search for answers, almost insane,
not even time heals all the pain.
Why you took your life, I do not know,
memories call when harsh winds blow.

Posted on 10/8/2007 6:43:46 AM

wah wah jams and tashu*
keep it upppp

Posted on 10/8/2007 6:51:37 AM

thanx

Posted on 10/8/2007 6:57:12 AM


Posted on 10/8/2007 7:39:21 AM

thx dear

Posted on 10/8/2007 7:40:38 AM

~tasha~:


Winter wind was harsh that day,
it came and took my love away.
Left me empty and incomplete,
no longer happy or replete.

Never to see nor again hear,
your smiles or your voice so clear.
My numbness built a wall too high,
so I would not hurt, would not cry.

Walls crumbled down, and so did I,
years of loneliness drifted by.
Longed to hold you just once more,
wanted things as they were before.

Vision surreal flash in the night,
disappeared came morning light.
Make the best of it, so they say,
no matter what life brings your way.

Search for answers, almost insane,
not even time heals all the pain.
Why you took your life, I do not know,
memories call when harsh winds blow.


can someone give a tissue plz..
v.nice

Posted on 10/8/2007 8:33:53 AM

thanks tashu more making me cry
thanks to all dear ones

Posted on 10/8/2007 8:35:52 AM


Posted on 10/8/2007 12:12:40 PM

nice.

Posted on 10/10/2007 11:24:14 AM

Last Night,
I reached for you;
    You weren’t there.
I cried in the night;
    With no one to hear.

    This Morning,
I thought of our time together,
    Looking for evidence,
I searched all my memories,
    For something between us.

    Today,
I thought of being alone;
    Considered my fears.
I tried to make plans;
    While choking back tears.

    Tonight,
I know that I still love you;
    Whether or not I should.
I want to tell you so much;
    If only I could.

    In The Morning
I start my new life…

Posted on 10/10/2007 12:01:03 PM

NICE

Posted on 10/17/2007 8:26:03 PM