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thxxx

Posted on 12/21/2007 9:03:05 AM

Each night as I sleep
Crying out your name
All my hopes and dreams
Have gone up in flames



Each day as I wake
With your memories
I shut my wet eyes
Wish you were with me



Lonely teardrops fall
Don't erase a broken heart
Or fill love's empty arms
That life has ripped apart


Colors seem to fade
In this book of life
Still searching those pages
For a reason to survive


Living in darkness
As Time slowly turns
Reaching for the light
For your touch I yearn

Faith is all that i have
Taking my final breath
Visions of your face
As i'm embraced by death

Posted on 12/21/2007 9:03:43 AM

I feel lost and sad
There's no way to get out
There's no way to get out of this thing called life

I wanna get out
I wanna start new
I wanna show you
That I love you

Now you're gone
I feel so alone
I let you go
I want you home

I'm sorry for all the grief and pain I caused
I'm sorry for everything I've done
But honestly I have to say
I feel like I want to run
Run away from everything
Away from this life
Away with you
For happiness that's rite

I'm not myself no more
I need you back in my life
I feel nothing now besides depression and sadness

I need you back
Back in my life
To stay forever

Maybe if I got you back
We could both be happy again
But that can't happen if you don't come back
Come back to what's rite, you're true life

Posted on 12/29/2007 9:17:56 AM

biliant simmy

Posted on 12/30/2007 5:09:21 AM

thxx
FG n KING

Posted on 1/10/2008 6:55:39 PM

If I could show you the pain pushing out of my body,
Id instantly hope you were blind,
A horrible thought of your eyes drowning,
And gasping over the beats of my heart,
As if you couldn't handle the truth of,
How I'm living each day,
With monsters walking through my head,
And ferocious animals pounding through my bloodshot eyes,
The pulses that are beating,
Are really angels inside of me,
Being murdered by the strangling veins of my demons,
While the devil is drowning through my blood,
And the lord is screaming names of sins,
I find myself battling with the most innocent of creatures,
And getting along with the most dangerous ones,
I'll find myself more alive than ever,
Sitting alone to hear the screams of strangers,
To hear the silence of people I love,
And while your sitting here understanding this,
I'm lost in my thoughts,
Trying to figure all of this out.

Posted on 1/10/2008 6:56:58 PM

Those three words, they ring in my head
Louder and louder as I lie in my bed.
No one understands the pain that I feel,
As I quietly beg God to just let it heal.

Your probably just thinkin' that I'm going insane,
But this feeling, it cuts right through my veins.
I'm trying my best to just be tough.
Never did I think it would be this rough.

People always told me it'd be worth it in the end
But I'm starting to realize it's going to bend..
Bend so far that I'm going to break.
I can't take this no more; it's all just too fake.

I'll love you always, I knew it was a lie.
But I never cared, it never made me cry.
Although I do now when I think of us together,
And even though you hate me, I'll truly love you forever.

But with every kiss and every single hug,
You made me fall even deeper in love.
A feeling like this can never go away.
So I hope you know I'm here to stay.

Posted on 1/12/2008 12:56:14 PM


is it all about sadness or love?


Posted on 1/14/2008 11:11:17 AM

Rehan M Din:

is it all about sadness or love?



sadness in love

Posted on 1/26/2008 4:01:13 AM

Look for the girl that sits alone
with no one else around her

No one cares or understands
what she feels inside her

Around her on the floor
are some shattered things

No one even notices
that she has broken wings

A thousand tears fall down her cheeks
her heart is full of sorrow

Nobody can ever help her
there's no heart she can borrow

She cannot feel anything
it's like nothings even there

Deep inside in the back of her mind
She knows that no one cares

Posted on 1/26/2008 4:01:53 AM


These thoughts running threw my head,
I lay awake silent, in my bed.

I turned on my favorite song,
Wishing that you wasn't gone.

Holding on to my teddy real tight,
Wondering how I'm going to make it threw the night.

A single tear ran down my cheek,
I hate myself for being so weak.

I try to be strong,
but the pain urges on.

My heart feels heavy as led,
I sit here wishing I was dead.

How long must I stay awake?
When the morning light is about to break?

These thoughts running threw my head.
I lay awake silent in my bed.

Posted on 1/26/2008 4:22:32 AM

Sadness is a feeling
A feeling of sorrow
It's when people or animals die
When there's no tomorrow
It's when you sigh
It's when u fade
You shut out the world
You wish life was made
Sadness can be brutal
Sadness can be light
It can be cruel
It can be as dark as night
Sadness is a feeling
A feeling of sorrow

Posted on 4/24/2008 5:34:09 PM


sad.. jamz

Posted on 4/26/2008 3:22:21 AM

Thxx MM for Reading
i thought no one will come sad

Posted on 4/26/2008 6:21:30 PM

v nice

Posted on 4/26/2008 6:22:51 PM

thxx

Posted on 4/30/2008 7:53:37 AM

v.v.nice

Posted on 4/30/2008 2:31:45 PM

Shanku je je

Posted on 5/3/2008 8:11:30 AM



Lost in this saddened misery
Of a life so grim and heart-breaking
Can't seem to find relief from this pain
As my eyes weep for eternity.
I can't seem to figure out why
My heart aches so much
As the tears run down my face
You sit there clueless as to why.
I haven't told you of the pain
That my soul forever bears
On the outside i'm like a ghost
But inside the pain takes over.
I will never tell you how I feel
Because you probably don't care
Of what I thought we had together
To find out none of it was there.
So now I'll sit here holding back
All my emotions from you
I'm just your friend and nothing more
As my heart no longer beats.


Posted on 5/3/2008 8:12:56 AM

Never been on mind all the people i met
ignoring the voice of silent
walking alone don't mind the hours
raining leaves at the summer morning

noticing all birds that sing
with same tone of my heart beat
the shine drops by sun above
i saw you one crying in the land

i fill so sad when i look to your eyes
the beautiful once become red and dark
wondering soul to you do you know?
cry on my shoulder if you want too...

now a days
it been closer and closer
and i thinking what will happen
if one day i found that i love you?

silent and quite eyes
to an reveal feeling's awaken
until you acknowledged my dearest friend
you became cold and disappear in
Sadness

Posted on 5/9/2008 8:35:10 AM




Time has past so fast,
i have nothing to say.
I lay there crying yet
it all turns white...
Sometimes i wish more than i see
more than i dream...
yet to only find it crashing down with all my hopes...
My time has past so fast so long...
i have nothing to say...
i lay here with my tears which turn black...
sometimes i wish upon each star hoping one will carry me home....
yet everything crashes with my hopes and my dreams

Posted on 5/15/2008 10:21:34 AM

beautiful Esha where were u last days my bro

Posted on 5/15/2008 1:24:06 PM

eshajam:



Time has past so fast,
i have nothing to say.
I lay there crying yet
it all turns white...
Sometimes i wish more than i see
more than i dream...
yet to only find it crashing down with all my hopes...
My time has past so fast so long...
i have nothing to say...
i lay here with my tears which turn black...
sometimes i wish upon each star hoping one will carry me home....
yet everything crashes with my hopes and my dreams

Posted on 5/18/2008 3:56:55 AM

eshajam:
Never been on mind all the people i met
ignoring the voice of silent
walking alone don't mind the hours
raining leaves at the summer morning

noticing all birds that sing
with same tone of my heart beat
the shine drops by sun above
i saw you one crying in the land

i fill so sad when i look to your eyes
the beautiful once become red and dark
wondering soul to you do you know?
cry on my shoulder if you want too...

now a days
it been closer and closer
and i thinking what will happen
if one day i found that i love you?

silent and quite eyes
to an reveal feeling's awaken
until you acknowledged my dearest friend
you became cold and disappear in
Sadness

Posted on 5/18/2008 3:57:06 AM

eshajam:


Lost in this saddened misery
Of a life so grim and heart-breaking
Can't seem to find relief from this pain
As my eyes weep for eternity.
I can't seem to figure out why
My heart aches so much
As the tears run down my face
You sit there clueless as to why.
I haven't told you of the pain
That my soul forever bears
On the outside i'm like a ghost
But inside the pain takes over.
I will never tell you how I feel
Because you probably don't care
Of what I thought we had together
To find out none of it was there.
So now I'll sit here holding back
All my emotions from you
I'm just your friend and nothing more
As my heart no longer beats.


Posted on 5/18/2008 3:57:17 AM

very nice collection

Posted on 5/18/2008 8:48:37 PM

Rapunzel:
beautiful Esha where were u last days my bro


Ghamo ki Duniya Mai
but now Back from there

Posted on 5/22/2008 10:23:21 PM

Fairl_Girl:
eshajam:


Lost in this saddened misery
Of a life so grim and heart-breaking
Can't seem to find relief from this pain
As my eyes weep for eternity.
I can't seem to figure out why
My heart aches so much
As the tears run down my face
You sit there clueless as to why.
I haven't told you of the pain
That my soul forever bears
On the outside i'm like a ghost
But inside the pain takes over.
I will never tell you how I feel
Because you probably don't care
Of what I thought we had together
To find out none of it was there.
So now I'll sit here holding back
All my emotions from you
I'm just your friend and nothing more
As my heart no longer beats.



awww
Thx for Crying i mean Reading

Posted on 5/22/2008 10:25:27 PM

Rapunzel:
very nice collection


Shankuu

Posted on 5/22/2008 10:26:00 PM



Summer fades to shades of fall
the colour of your hair
lonely branches, drooping boughs
an emptiness we both share.

Words of love caught on a wind
as cold as your goodbye
storm clouds rolling in
paint my mood upon the sky.

Where did our happy rainbow go
of long summer days now gone
when we laughed and danced the night away
staying up to greet the dawn.

Chasing dreams and butterflies
endless days were spent
just the two of us together
blissfully content.

Then I watched the rainbow fade
saw clouds within your eyes
you left just as the season did
taking the sunshine from my skies.

A single leaf still clings on
very soon it to will die
seasons change as people do
leaving broken dreams and butterflies.

Posted on 5/22/2008 10:27:01 PM